| The past 2 weeks have pretty much been amazing.....doing whatever i want with my license...so ive pretty much spent all my time with kellye and not lying at all to anyone...the other night with kellye caitlin and kristennn was the best..i had so much fun that night! me and kellye went to the mall and that was fun we got some clothes and stuff and i got to see steph and collyn and heather the other day so i was excited about that one....Went to the movies with butch lastnight which is always fun of course.....I love you! Soccer isnt that bad either just really tired from getting up at 7 every morning...oh well
<3 Carolyn |
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| ok well im backkk....pretty much the most amazing trip...paris sucked but im glad we went and saw the eiffel tower...england was the best part of the trip..im living in london when i get older...and then there was scotland...pretty cool..we def. had the best rooms of the trip there and i didnt share a bed with caitlin....we got second in our tourney..we played amazing! im so mad its over i wish i could go back.....being home sucks...oh well i got my license thats awesome but i just dont have a car yet....<3 Carolyn
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| So im leaving for Europe in like 45 minutes!! omg this is going to be the best vacation ever! me kristin and caitlin in a room together = non stop party! haha this is going to be amazing....just not really looking forward to the flying part!
<3 I love you and I'll miss you! <3 |
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| seems like just yesterday
you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
your arms around me tight
everything felt so right
unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
no I can't breathe, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am
once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears I cry
behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
opened up and let you in
you made me feel alright
for once in my life
now all that's left of me
is what I pretend to be
sewed together but so broken up inside
no I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am
once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears I cry
behind these hazel eyes
swallow me then spit me out
for hated you I blame myself
seeing you, it kills me now
though I dont cry on the outside anymore
anymore
Here I am
once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears I cry
behind these hazel eyes
Here I am
once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears I cry
behind these hazel eyes
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| WORST night of my life......i really didnt want to lose two of my best friends tonight so im not blaming this on you i know its my problem and i realized that i was just really upset and i dont know what to do because this is when i need you most and i hate being in a fight and we've been through to much this year to let this happen so im just going to let you cool off and hopefully we'll get through this......................... |
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